CAN I change the things and can I choose differently than my historical past?

Years ago I decided to start changing who I was , but over the past four or five years I have not had the results that I wanted out of my choices.

As a participant in a growth group in, and a growth organization, over the past three years  I have been learning some of the reasons why I have not seen the change I expected.

Lets begin with what I think I want out of life.  In the past few years, everything I have read says that following the inner dreams will lead you to a new life.

That hasn’t been working for me very well. Habits didn’t go away, behaviors and circumstances continued to be the same, and I would return to the same cycle within a few weeks or months after having some marvelous revelation or break through in my life.

If I am unaware of what is  driving my choices, then maybe I should pay more attention to what is happening in my subconscious mind.

If there is something driving my life that I am not aware of, my system of historical expericnes and the conclusions I have drawn from me, then maybe I should re think what I do believe.

Investigating how these beliefs were formed could show me some insight into how these patterns formed.

That is where I was last year.

I am determined to break this cycle.